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Feeling a little less emotional now, so.. as promised, I'll write what happened.

The auditions for the September concert were today. and.. I wish I could do something about the result, but I know I can't. I failed the audition, completely screwed up my playing of both pieces and generally made myself look like I was completely unable to play the piano.

I don't know what caused it. Maybe it was nerves, or being stressed, or just lack of sleep and food. Whatever it was, the people organising the auditions weren't exactly very sympathetic.. they told me, though nicely, that I sucked 'cause I didn't have the proper techniques...

*sighs* I really wanted to play, but I won't be now..